Monologue of Inspector Calls Essay

That morning I was scared and devastated to go brook to that thieve Milwards that day. Although father forced me he still doesnt believe what hes through while I was going to the computer memory people kept on talking quietly but I knew they were talking behind my back as it was just obvious. I was shocked as father didnt want the matter to go out in public out-of-pocket to his reputation and his honour. I was ashamed to be walking in the street that morning but I had learnt my lesson which other people didnt know.I was in the shop and suddenly I had a flashback I can just remember. The previous summer was quite remote as I was very suspicious that day as I felt Geralds s absence. During this time I felt he must been having a affair, I couldnt suspect anything else due to the fact of his absence. I can remember that very night when the inspector came home, inspector Goole he expected a bit curious at first and tell we had killed this misfire called Eva smith I didnt in reali ty recognize that girl or heard her name before.I was astonished to know father had something to do with this. Inspector Goole then came up to me enquiringly as he legal opinion I was involved. I looked at the photograph I just billd I knew this girl,. I felt horrible knowing that this girl Eva smith got fired from her job because of me. I didnt realise it at that time, just because I thought of that silly dress. I didnt know what to think of myself any more knowing what Ive assumee to this poor girl who did nothing to me.Just because I was jealous of her. This is what happened I was shopping at Milwards and when I saw her I told the manager that until the shop assistant (Eva smith) was gone I would never set basis in that shop again. I amazed to see that my parents and Gerald didnt really take any notice to see what we had done. I dont about the relationship between Gerald and myself as I dont think I can have I relationship with someone who cant tell the truth.I know hes a nic e man and I was mad about my engagement but Gerald didnt realise what he had done he didnt seem to value our relationship as well. Moreover mother and father didnt learn anything they were just felicitous to know everything was over and none of this would be spoken again. I was just happy when the inspector said we are members for each other and we are responsible for each other that night when everything was over I remembered what the inspector had said and wanted to change everything. What had happened was then the past and now is the future.